The next step in the journey

She slept all night.

She woke up and is confused and agitated again. There's enough meds in her to knock out an offensive lineman.

I initiated the transfer to Hospice Home for IV barbiturates. I have talked to Dr. Leyva and she agrees it is for the best. 

I tried to explain to the 5% of Billy Jo in there why I had to break my promise - for her own safety, to stop her suffering, etc. I told her I will be there the whole time. Someone will bring Wrigley for the four hour visits. I feel zero guilt about this. I would have a week ago, but what's happened this week... well, she'd understand if she could.

And the director better stay out of my way.